The Plan

(That everyone keeps asking me about)

This seems to be the question.

I get asked it daily.

And god to I fucking hate it.

Because here’s the thing…I’m winging it.

I’ve long left the way of living by rules or plans. Those belong to what we are leaving behind.

But structure!! We need structure!!

But do we? Or is that an old program within you crying out for structure?

All the old must burn. It’s got to. It’s annoying and hard and odd but fuck, it’s got to go.

We are remembering the ways before structure…before rules and step-by-step plans…we are remembering how to move through life/reality with ease and grace as we play in the now and listen for the pulse to move forward.

It’s going to take adjusting. And as long as you’re holding on to old paradigms…it will feel like conflict.

As someone who’s in the other side of that burn…I’ll tell you what it’s like:

I feel secure in myself and my ability to sense the next move.

I have no desire or need to know the full plan. Just curiosity for what is to come.

When I do see glimpses of the future, I feel excited not trapped. I’m eager to see how it will unfold.

I don’t need to know the how. How will I have the money for things? How will I know those meant to join me will? How will we know what to do? Etc….

I don’t ask those questions. I have no desire or need too.

I simply trust.

I’m a blind leader in that sense. Not above anyone..just a flame of a woman walking and holding myself in fire so I can illuminate the path I walked.

Are you ready? Are you ready to set it all down, watch it burn and move through life in a way that is fully remembered?